Hidden Figures

So it's been about a week since I last updated. I guess I'll start from Friday morning when I received a call about a job I applied for. I was shocked because my mom & I were just on our way to the gym for yoga. However, I went for the interview yesterday (Monday) which was good & received the next call for a second interview tomorrow (Wednesday).

I'm telling myself that I'm excited not because I'm feeling the opposite, but I'm doing my best to turn nervousness into excitement. It's how we put our minds to it, after all. Then I found this quote on Facebook:

Why I'm sharing that is because as comfortable & familiar as the average is, I'd rather not settle for it. I'd rather work towards greatness & if it gets tough, well, I've got to remind myself how badly I wanted to get where I am today & nothing in life ever comes easy. All I have to do is set the intention, not worry about how & work hard towards it. However, in my personal opinion, it won't work if you're not genuine or authentic about it. Yes, who wouldn't want to do it for the money, but is that your goal towards making this world a better place? Or are you only doing it for survival sake? If so, what's getting in the way of achieving your dreams if not yourself?

I understand the circumstances you're in, but whatever you're trying to achieve isn't impossible. In fact, you should tell yourself "I'm possible!" instead. Everyone has their insecurities & doubts & maybe even lack self-confidence, but only you can change that. Would you rather stay stuck or do you see yourself where you're actually happy? People may or may not be there to help you, but no one can do it better than yourself. In order to get there, it takes practice just like an other thing you need to be good at. You wouldn't be able to speak, count, write, read, etc. if you didn't practice. Think of it as a self-assigned homework towards loving yourself more.

However, don't beat yourself up for mistakes made along the way. We're only human & how else are we going to learn if we don't make mistakes? Keep trying. Keep moving forward. Self-motivation is so important. My mom tagged me in something the other day & it's got to do with someone writing a book about friendships inspired by someone who lost friends. Here's what she had to say about it:

"When you are no longer in alignment with someone's vibration, you have not lost a friendship. You have gained the space, time, energy, opportunity, and room for someone who actually elevates your vibration." There is no loss when you learn who really loves you. Make room today to see the space, energy and time for the right people. Like I always say,"The right people will get you." Thank you, Universe." - Danielle Zissou

That rings true on so many levels for a number of people, I'm sure. As for me, I have been incredibly blessed with friends & family who spoil me to no end & would want nothing but my happiness, my reaching towards greatness & my continuous growth in this journey of life. I have yet to wake up feeling grateful, happy, excited, etc. It's a practice that I need to do & I think everyone should try it! Here's to why I mentioned it:

While settling a few personal things while awaiting the call, my mom decided to dig up old photos that were in her possession. This was most of them with a few given to her by me:

Not a very good edit, but I really like it. Other than that, I received one of the things I asked for Christmas in the mail & I've aligned it above my extra Christmas present which I also asked for! Once again, if no one has figured it out yet, I watched the movie with my mom's friend, Aunt Suzie. I've been watching such amazing movies the past week & I can't wait for more good ones! A definite must-watch & I highly recommend it. Let's just say it reminds me of The Help.

Some of you may be wondering, how did I spend my Valentine's? Filling up an application that is required for my job interview tomorrow & future careers, calling about another job, receiving feedback on my resume, figuring out job scopes for me to have a breakdown on where to work & as what, etc. Wish me the best of luck for the second interview! *fingers & toes crossed* Also, have a great week, everyone! And to make that happen, watch that Tony Robbins video! *points up*

The Space Between Us

My name is Shana & I've permanently moved to Seattle almost 3 weeks ago. This is an old blog that was sitting around collecting dust on the internet & here I am reviving it once more. One of my friends in Malaysia suggested I do this to basically journal my life here. I hesitated for the longest time & today I thought "Why the heck not, right?". I've removed a few things from here that were no longer necessary, but I have yet to update how it looks. Please be patient.

My days & weeks before coming here were nothing special, but it was the ordinary that were the most extraordinary to me. I spent time with friends, catching up with those I haven't seen in a long time & those I see a lot. I'll never forget all the things we did & even if I do, I'll always remember the feeling. A few days leading up to my departure was rather entertaining, but that's for me to know & for you to find out. However, it has taught me the people I've lost were never a loss in the first place. The universe has a way of showing you the true colours of those you once befriended & you know what? It's no big deal. When it happens, laugh about it, shrug it off & keep moving forward.

I haven't been here for very long, but I've already made friends whom I'm very grateful for. I don't know what's in store for us & our friendship, but trials & tribulations. I have my regrets, but everyone you meet teaches you a lesson. Whether they stay or leave, that's not for you to worry about. If it's the prior, you know you've found true friends. If it's the latter, it's the end of their chapter in your life & them leaving only means they are not meant to be a part of your future. Thank them (they don't have to know) & move along. I came here to find a job & so far, I haven't found anything, but that's okay. I just have to stay optimistic about it & keep applying. Nothing in life ever comes easy. Just set the intention, don't worry about how & work hard towards it.

If you haven't already guessed, I just came back from watching the movie. Everyone has their preferences & are entitled to their opinions, but I thought it was absolutely amazing. I personally love Asa Butterfield because he's cute, the story was rather interesting & I love the soundtrack. However, what blew my mind this year, other than the drama, was Ed Sheeran's comeback & La La Land. Everything about that film was orgasmic. Yes, I'm using that word. What I saw, heard & felt were overall exciting & vibrant. The one-takes, the characters, their wardrobe, the flow of the storyline, the music & how everything just blended together so well! It's no wonder they won all the 14 awards they were nominated for & I am not at all surprised because they deserve it.

I have to admit, I've been a little upset over an incredibly small matter, but that's okay. I just have to keep myself occupied & no longer let it have power over me. Have a great day, Malaysians. It's evening on my side & I have yet to have dinner, so this is me, the Californian-born Scorpion in Seattle, signing off.